Kelly Rowland‘s track, “Dirty Laundry,” is packed with emotions – so much so that its accompanying music video has a few tears as well.
In the freshly-released clip, the former Destiny’s Child songstress is crying and lying down in a fetal position as she sings about her jealously towards bandmate Beyonce‘s solo success.
“When my sister was on stage killin’ it like a motherf***er/ I was enraged, feelin’ it like a motherf***er/ Bird in a cage/ You would never know what I was dealin’ with/ Went our separate ways but I was happy she was killin’ it/ Bittersweet she was up, I was down/ No lie, I feel good for her but what do I do now?,” she croons on the ballad. (See rest of the lyrics on Directlyrics.)
In the tune, the 32-year-old also reveals she was in an abusive relationship, which caused her to spiral into depression.
But luckily for Rowland, she’s a survivor – and no man or lost boat was going to stop her from belting her heart out.
Watch her emotional music video for “Dirty Laundry,” above.